Hair grows too long. Just a couple of months back I had my hair cut til my shoulders
More than anything, I’d say I’m thankful for the prayer meeting that happened a couple hours ago. It only made me realise that I don’t want to be what I thought I wanted to be. When I thought about it really hard, it’s when it hit me that I want the things that satisfy the things that I am able to do, the things that lawyers can do in action, but then have a really done anything behind the scenes of getting there. I realised that I haven’t put much effort into getting there or practiced anything or even looked up on it before. It’s easy to say that not everyone’s the same, and that’s something that I strongly believe in. But then, I also realised that I wanted it just because. That the causes weren’t actually enough to make me turn out great and that I wasn’t passionate enough about it.
I should’ve already realised that when I didn’t really talk about it that much. Or when I did, it’s something general that anyone else can say about it too if they think they want that going for them. But I haven’t really done anything to make sure that as early as now, I get a head start on everything.
I guess it’s a blessing… cause even if I did lose a sight I’ve been dreaming of… I just saved myself from something that I realised would only ever be a dream. A sideline of something that I know can never be real because I don’t dream too much about it.
I can’t express just how grateful I am to know that I can be lost in a million paths again and know that I have something else in store for me.
#flashbackfriday #disneyland #paris
I’ll always love this place.
It’s not a silly little moment
It’s not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dying breath of
This love that we’ve been working on
We’re going down
And you can see it too